What in the world happened to us???

Terhidu gas bioweapon???

Nasty virus from the lab???

Or simply permanent head damage?

just a quick note before i leave...

it's about time to take some air away from everything, and finally it's here - yeeepy!!!!!!!!!!
that's all folks!!!
(that went quick!)

Acute Hormonal Disorder

what can i say more, everything is fine now, just go with the flow la, only that sometimes i can get over sensitive over few issues, and by that i mean i cry! still nothing much to worry, the same issues over and over again, but i'll get over it some day.
thank u friends for being there - Peknga, Fuad, Elza, Ereen, Fibie, Abby and Mimi.

bite me

 

i want something else, something new, just to get away from everything i am now. this break is giving me headache as i spent time feeling empty and thinking of things i usually avoid. i'm not sure how many times i've written about loneliness before this, but that's how i feel most of the time. i know i should never feel this way – i have my family and friends, they're just a phone call away if they're not here. some of which i have more affinity than others, some i love more to be with, i know i could depend on them, but i just couldn't get myself to dial any number.

hypocritism

don't tell me lies and don't hide things from me, coz i'd have a bad feeling on it. it's what i hate most.
thank you.
happy holidays.

not sharing...

NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO

again?

same game, different players.
each time it's more beautiful, but harder.
haywired.
never so close.
it is what i wanted, but it will never be enough.
i tend to forget just how lucky i am everytime i got further.
i'm confused but i'm not - it is clear.
not going there again.
the strogest demon is myself. can't fight.
it'll never stop without me putting an end. help me be strong.

i hate you!